vis...

Te-am visat...iar...cum se intampla cand imi propun sa nu ma mai gandesc la tine...poate si pentru ca nu reusesc niciodata cu adevarat sa te sterg din mintea mea nici macar pret de o zi .....dar lucrez la asta ...

Intre timp imi esti aproape in multe vise pastelate . Nu vreau sa caut semnficatii....de fapt chiar nu vreau sa insemne nimic altceva decat ca imi esti aproape...

You again

                 "Shit happens.Usually to me so u don't have to worry"
                                             -Anonymous

    I knew i had iti coming.....I could just smell it.......I just didn't know when and where.Well mystery solved.Now it's official : I'm only atracted to selfish , mind blowing men that become inaccesible to me the second I touch them . I aparently have the Midas touch on men , except i don't turn them into gold  insted I break them . I mean it has to be me if we are talking majority here. Somewere inside me there has to be a flaw but I can quite seem to figure what it is.My first guess would be that this flaw it's called bad luck but I've read some pshicologist who would argue the difference .

   Anyways it's late and all of this thinking is not helping mostly because now I am busy feelig. Feeling that you have desappointed me so badly that I can't even cry. Feeling that I feel  too much for you. Feeling that you are so not the guy that songs are written about or nevels are inspired by...but still here I am quoting clasics, dedicating song and all those other bullshit that come along with a broken heart.Just so you know if a novel comes out of this i'm not dedicating iti to you :-).

  So what is it behind all this stupid acting of yours? What part of me screamed out loud "I want drama"?

  I'm tired mostly of thinking where did it went wrong and how can you possibly be thinking that what you are doing now can be good for you . But never the less what's done is done put on the seatbealt beacause this ride you booked it's gonna shake your world !

P.S: we were so breakable a snow man and a ice sculpture had a better chance at happily ever after.

P.S: and for missing you.....and for not hating you ....