so this was christmas....

   It came and passed in a hurry . Less charming then I used to remember .Actually It's been too long since I remember it charming. It's just not holly anymore....and i say that despite the fact that since you are not in my life nothing seems to feel holly.In the rush of the preparatios i almost forgot you're not singing me carols this year. I almost put you a present under the tree, it almost smelled like christmas...
   I will become friends with chirsmas again someday , who knows maybe one year will snow again .....or maybe one year i will find you under my tree....

P.S : And baby remeber:  what goes around defenitly comes around....and usually it comes to bite you in the ass !

my oh my

-What are we been doing for all this time ?

-Dreamin' that we don't want to wake up...

-And how's that working out for us?

-Just because has wings doesen't mean it's flying.

-I don't get it !

-And you never did....

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-Why is it has to be so good when it's so bad ?

-Oh honey they designed iti that way !

Pentru

  Pentru fiecare vis urat pe care il am ai un descantec , pentru fiecare lacrima varsata pentru altcineva ai adus un zambet numai pentru tine , pentru fiecare taler al balantei mele ai cate un geaman pentru ca eu sa imi pot cantari viitorul  , dar oare vei avea pentru fiecare drum pe care pornesc fara tine curajul de a nu apasa frana ?

  Pot sa accelerez pentru ca m-ai invatzat sa conduc dar poti oare sa stai pe scaunul din spate?

  Sti oare ca oricand pot sa imi gasesc drumul inapoi pe strada ta si ca indicatoarele le voi ocoli mereu?

  Acum ma aflu pe autostrada dar pot sa conduc linistita doar pentru ca am pornit de pe strada ta ...

-O sa plec...

-Spre...?

-Spre un loc care nu e plin de tine

-Ai sa ma uiti ...

-Asta sper !

-Sti ca se spune despre speranta ca e cea mai mare curva ?

-Da...

-Ghici ce pustoaico !

-...

-Eu intotdeauna o sa platesc mai mult ! 

Re...

   This whole redecorating my place got me thinking abaut how nice it would be to be able to remodel life as easily . If i could just repaint my thought's and no one to be able to guess what's under that bright color or to dispose of my feeling and just buy new and untainted ones . But the again i'm not sure i wouldn't paint them in the same color as did to my walls or insted of buing new furniture I just adjust my old one because , what a surprise , i'm very fond of it.  

  You see that's the thing about change....it doesen't come easy but at least it gives clean start.

someday...

...I will not come back !I miss this !

Enjoy

 Gin tonic with a twist of faith. Bad music and a little chilli or maybe you're giving me thrils.You have to stop running trough my sistem everytime I get lonely with a cocktail.Meanwhile you enjoy the beautiful view....after all if you're here on me you might as well enjoy the view. Cheers