Frantura de viata si un zambet de final
un om in minus
o zi furtunoasa si o noapte fierbinte
un ceas de iubire si regretul ca nu stiu sa raspund la fel
simt ca nu simt suficient
cand mint ma iubesti mai mult ca oricand
schimb suflet defect pe o sticla de fericire
nu mai veni , nu mai mi-e dor de tine
nu ma cunosti , nu ma cunosc
sunt perfecta , doar ca am un mare defect
sentimentul ca meriti mai mult , dar ca eu as putea sa dau si mai putin
imposibil de reparat
sa nu stiu cine esti dar sa descopar zilnic
transplant de sentimente

Textul de mai sus este intamplator si genuin , lifelike !

How much time it has to go by until i can feel like myself again ?

One way or another...

Cu timpul totul va fi bine. Insa cu noi se poate intampla orice...

Going, going...gone

Is it bad when the unexpected sound's better than what I leave behind? Does my life suck if i'm more than willing to  go away when all my life I was scared of leaving home? No answers today ...not even really wondering...

...mai tarziu

Nu te speria.
Va fi atat de simplu totul
Ca nici nu vei intelege
Decat mult mai tarziu

.Ana Blandiana - Intalnire

Miraj

Aicea totul seamana cu tine
Sau poate eu asemanari iti caut;
Flori de ninsoare mari, diamantine,
Suavi mesteceni-melodii de flaut.

A.E. Baconsky - Miraj de iarna














Pana la urma are si incalzirea globala beneficiile sale ...am sa te regasesc in tot mai putine opere lirice specifice sezonului ... now how do u like that... ?

so this was christmas....

   It came and passed in a hurry . Less charming then I used to remember .Actually It's been too long since I remember it charming. It's just not holly anymore....and i say that despite the fact that since you are not in my life nothing seems to feel holly.In the rush of the preparatios i almost forgot you're not singing me carols this year. I almost put you a present under the tree, it almost smelled like christmas...
   I will become friends with chirsmas again someday , who knows maybe one year will snow again .....or maybe one year i will find you under my tree....

P.S : And baby remeber:  what goes around defenitly comes around....and usually it comes to bite you in the ass !